As I take the bottle into my hand
I think to myself
This is the last day
I can't live like this anymore
Everyday is the same
No one left to confide in
Everyone's left me in the dust
All I can do anymore
Is drown myself in wasted time
There is no reason for me to be here
No one is worth living for
My heart won't stay together anymore
For it's been broken one too many times
As I stare at the bottle of pills
I know what I must do
End the suffering, end the fears
I pick up the bottle
And down the pills like candy
Next comes the other bottle
The vodka couldn't taste better
As I breathe my last breaths
I think to myself
What about my mom?
What about my friends?
I suddenly realize how many people care
How many people love me
But it's too late
There's nothing I can do
As the rooms starts to spin
And my legs give out from beneath me
 
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