How can I feel two feelings so strongly when they are total opposites?
Because see, I’m wondering how I can love you and hate you all in one
breath. There are the moments when I want nothing more then horrible pain
caused to you and others when I want to give you all the love you lost. You
make me think I’m crazy. I must be with these feelings so deeply entwined.
I’m sitting in my room. Sorting out my thoughts. Finally for the first time
since we met the Love and Hate both leave me. I see you for you. You’re off
your pedestal now. I see you’re just an average person. I’m feeling stupid
now. For being fooled so easily. You seemed like a god. Someone to be
worshipped. I loved and hated you for that. I know now what I wish I knew
then. You’re just an average asshole.
 
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