As I go to sleep every night crying
Thinking about just falling over and dying
I think I can escape my loneliness and pain
with knife in hand held over my vein.
To those who think it's Hell I will go,
It can't be worse, you just don't know!
I decide to be strong, to end it this day.
I'll journey to Heaven, I hope, I pray.
I know that a lot of people would shed a tear
But I feel like I shouldn’t be here
I think once more, of the ones I care about,
with my last breath, to them I cry out.
I knew it would change our friendship,
hurting your happiness, too.
So this I never told you, this you never knew.
Please don't hurt, please don't cry.
For being my friend, I say Thank you, and Good bye.

 
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