What to feel, what to show,
Memories, Security love I don't know,

Familiar places, Familier faces
Now unknown visions that my heart embraces,
Once in love, once in control
Now not so sure where to place my soul,

I appear so beautiful, true and real,
Don't know how to grow, don't know how to feel,
I feel like my body has no soul only flesh,
My eyes afar my life is a mess.

I was almost loved by someone by my side,
Everyone knows almost deosn't count inside
I gave my heart to everyone, enemies too
But never happy, never knew what to do
I must dream, glow, smile for me
I'm too big for dreams, dreams I can't see
I'm confused my heart is torn times three
Torn but one one gives their heart to me

I have to believe for myself
No one has to know
I'll be full of secrets
That only I can show

Keep myself away of every emotion
Make myself strong with a secret potion
What to feel
What to show
Memories, security, love I don't know

Familiar places, familiar faces
Now unknown visions my heart embraces
I was never in heart, never in control
My heart found a place for my soul
I'm confused.

 
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