*i had this poem in another account so im not copying it!*
as i lay here thinking whats wrong in my life
everything i think of comes back to you
i look around and see a knife
is that what i should result to
i try to think of ways to resolve this
barely anything popping into my head
i wish my life was heavenly bliss
instead i end up crying on my bed
as another tear rolls down my face
i ask myself, what did i do wrong
is this some sort of race that i cant keep up pace
y have i been hurting so long
knowing the answer i go look in the mirror
i see a stranger, someone i dont no
as i continue to stare i build up with fear
am i about to just let go
i no this reflection vould never be me
i never went through troubled times
someone with loving family and friends, you see
i was never a person involved with crimes
but now as i look i seem so cold
eyes red and body trembling
someone who used to be bold
someone sick of remembering
as i walk back to my bed, away from the reflection
i lay down sheding my last tear
im trying to forget of all the affection
and i force out all of the fear...
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