I spend my days
living a lie.
In a dream world I have created
to protect myself.
I refuse to take part in a world that pushes me around.
I take myself to a place of black skies,
of tired out love stroies,
where hate rules over every aspect of life.
To everyone but to no one.
Nothing matters.
I live with a horrid pain,
making me think that everything I do is wrong.
My lie has grown because I have lost.
I have lost at love, at life.
There is no rematch
no way to win it back.
My lie wans't always like this
but now it will always be this way.
Because now,
my life is a lie.

 
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