I cry so deep with this unbearable pain.
With each tear I cry,
my heart is pierced in the downpour.
I try to smile to let everyone think is will all be just fine,
but the smile that has laid upon my face
hinds under all the fear and pain.
Trapped forever
in the deepest depth of me.
I cry inside
trying to hold it all in.
I feel so strong for you
and this you know
and this you have known.
The pain I feel because of you
feels like you are pushing a knife into my heart and slowly turning it.
I have never felt so much pain before and I wish to find a way out.
I know but three ways to escape this everlasting pain.
To die and fall from this world,
the world that left me cold, and bruised.
But for you to love me truely and deeply,
and I have for you,
would be my other path to craved.
But for both of these I feel will never come
and for this I have one last choice.
To love and never be loved.
To be beside you
but be alone and feel so empty.
To see you and die inside.
To have a smile on my face
but to cry a river of love abondoned tears.
To stand beside you,
to be there for you,
to never leave you alone.
For there I will be
and you I hope to find.
Whether in love or in friendship,
I shall be there and I hope to find you there.
 
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