My palms are sweaty
I’m nervous, I’m worried
Why did it have to happen like this?
I sit in the waiting room
Every minute feels like a year
My eyes are watery
I think it all over
Think of the what ifs
Or the did I mention this
I should have stopped you
You had one too many
And you reeked of cigarettes
Did I worry as we fought?
And all those hurtful words I said
Why were they said?
I screamed, telling you to go
As you pulled out of your driveway
And I think it over as the phone rings
A lady she talks
Telling me these things that I don’t understand
Slowly it sinks in and I put on my coat
I run out the door
It can’t be it can’t be
The nurse comes out with her clipboard
With a look of understanding
Even though she doesn’t understand
She says the two words I feared most
He’s dead
I close my eyes and let it sink in
But one thing will haunt me forever
I never said I Love You

 
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