What did I do?
Was it my smile?
My eyes...?
My unspoken words?

Did I lean to close?
Provoke?
Or unconsciously lead on?

Was it my clothes,
did I wear to little?
Maybe too much?
Did I look open for the taking?

Was I stupid?
Giving too much trust?
Naive and blinded?
to your sick hidden lust?

When I said no,
did I mean yes?
How was I to know,
of this word game you play?

As you pulled down,
and I pull up..
Did it seem playful..
a gain for control?

Did my crying..
begging and pleading,
seam an act?
Turning you on more?

When I struggled,
did it anger you?
Was it my fists?
Requiring the grip on my throat?

When you finished..
messily all over me.
Did I show ecstasy?
As pleased as you?

Before you spoke,
with your cocky thank you,
did you not realize..
this gift was not meant for you?
 
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