I am sorry for what I have done
Never did I mean to leave you
I asked too much of you
To wait for me

I tried to hold on
i Tried to help
I only destroyed us
I am sorry

I am sorry for what I did
i did not mean to hurt you
i would wait for you
But I feel you will never come back to me

If you do not love me
There is nothing I can do
But I can only do this
I will still love you

I will do as you request
I will back-out of your life
I will stay out of your way
What else can I do?

I would come after you
you do not want to see me
I would call after you
you do not want to hear me

I would talk to you
I would hug you
I would stand by you
but you do not want to sense I am there

Perhaps you will find someone better
I am no longer worth anything
I hope you will find happiness
That is my only wish

I wish i could have been that person
that person to make you happy
But now I realize that that is impossible
for you longer love me

So I will watch you
if you find happiness with Someone
Then I will be happy for you
Even if that someone isn't me

How Long has it been now?
a few months? a Year? two years? How long?
NO matter how long, it felt like eternity
and I wish that time was

I cannot do anything
I no longer have any power
My only power is drained
for my Love is gone

I left you
I ment to come back
I asked you to wait
And that was too much

I am sorry
But you will not listen
You are sick of me
I am Dirt to you

And How much I feel like Dirt!
But only I will never be walked on by your holy feet
But I am lower than that
Worthless

My words now are worthless
no, you will not listen
So who will listen?
For I am only like a breeze

I came, and blew around you
I protected you from the heat
But I never became cold
And now, you walk away

I am like shattered glass, never to be thought of
Broken into pieces, never to be repaired
Soon to be thrown away, never to be remembered
But then, soon, a new pane of glass will replace me

I am broken, shattered, forgotten
I am of no value to you
perhaps this is for the best
Perhaps now you will be happy

I will leave as you ask
I wall watch you from afar
I am sorry, but I will leave saying this
I Love you
 
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