You don't know what its like
to feel the things that i do
the sorrow runs deep
as deep as the blood in my body.
The pain hurts
pain of a bullet from a shoot and run.
The tears are poisonous.
They are cold, like the cold winter air as you run down the street yelling
for help.
My head is empty, all i do is think of you.
My dreams mean nothing, they are just my dreams.
My thoughts are thoughtless.
The fear i have in unknown to you.
My depression is enough to make you depressed.
I wake up every morning and put on this fake face.
And no one around me sees what lies behind it, and no one ever will.
You have no fucking idea what its like to be me.
Yeah, my life hasn't been so bad, but ive still been though more at the
age of 9 then some have at the age of 22.
The pain, sorrow, and tears keel building up
Untill it all rages out.
You dont knokw what its like.
I have som much anger deep inside me.
From all the years of people looking down on me.
From friends makeing me feel low about my self.
From family thinking false things of me.
you make me feel inferior.
From people not supporting me.
All because you never took the time to sit down and have a deep conversation
wiht me.
and you though you knew me, but guess what...
you dont know me at all.
You look at me and see the girl with a smile on her face.
But you never thought to look beyond that smile.
No one ever does think to look beyond the physical features.
Like the saying goes, you dont know someone until you lived a day in thier
shoes.
Yeah you know me but you dont know what goes on in my thoughtless thoughts.
You dont care about my dreams.
I mean they are only my homes why would you care.
Im tired of people thinking they know me when i sometimes dont even know my
self.
 
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