It doesn't matter how many times I say it. It doesn't matter in
how many ways. You'll never understand the pain that I'm feeling.
I think I've moved on. To just find I moved in a circle. The mere
mention of your name sends me over the edge. The thought of you with any
other girl makes me crazy. The thought that there's nothing I can do
about it is worse. The mere sight of you makes my knees weak. I love you.
I hate you. I need you. I despise you. I wish I'd have never met
you. It would have been easier. If I had never known you, my heart would
never have known pain. But alas if I had never met you my life would have
been incomplete.
 
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