It seems like everything is closing in
my want to live is wearing thin
All my dreams flash before my eyes
all the hopes and wants i have inside
They seem to swirl down a drain
and leave me with nothing but pain
I think about things that shouldn't be on my mind
but they are there and making me blind
All i want is a moment of clarity
But all i have is a feeling of disparity
I want things to be the way they were
before things were broken asunder
back to when I was five
and when i felt so alive
and was able to not worry
and not to be in such a hurry
When everything was crystal clean
when life was not always so mean
when i didnt have a care in the world
before everything became unfurled
I want to go back to that time
I would give anything of mine
just to be back when boys had cooties
when my mom would make us all smoothies
when i could run and play at the park
when i was extremely afraid of the dark
when i would sleep under the stars
when i would catch frogs in jars
when i didnt care what people thought
when i didnt know a whole heck of a lot
Thats were i want to be
and thats what would finally make me happy.
 
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