I could make it through
this life if i had you
You could stabalize my steps
But I am inept
without you here
its like a spear
gouging my side
taking away all my pride
and leaving me to fend
for myself and never to tend
to my needs or wants
all it does is taunts
i want it to leave me alone
and let my pure light be shown

but all of the ideas of doubt
in my head, i have kept you out
so I am here staggering, and crawling
and even bawling
I do nothing but place on you the blame

but its isnt you, its him and his game
why can't i see it clearly
why am i not leery
of him and his ways
yet i continue to obey
break me out of this loop
no longer to his level shall i stoop
I will be raised high above him
and his power will become ever so dim
and it will never hurt me again
because with you i do win
I need you to succeed
yes i do, i do indeed.
 
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