A s if i was born into dark ness my world of teras pain hurt and misery.
B uried myself alive. as i struggle to see i can not breathe dieing in my
dreams, drowning so it seems insomnia takes over me.
C uts along my wrists i hide so cleverly, i can not seem to find the
D esperate life i've left behind
E ven after i've been found
F or i can not seem to find a way out of this depression
G od cant help me anymore no one can.
H old me tight please dont let me go
I cant seem to describe the hurt i have inside.
J ust longind for an emotion pain love hate antything i feel nothing im
dead to the world.
K eep you in my heart forever though i cant feel a thing
L ost in all my thoughts of you. and these long lost words whisper slowly to

M e your heart pounding in my head
N o one knows m ei keep them guessing
O n every single move i make
P lease come help me come and save me
Q uiet sweet lonley sinister silence
R ejected with each new fall i hit twice as hard
S ervatis a pariculum servatis a maleificum
T ranslation save us from danger save us from evil
U sed and confused not knowing wat to do
V ivid grotesque images of self- mutilation and suicide running through me.
all the voices in my head i can hear them make them stop make them go away!!
they won't leave me alone STOP IT!!
W hy are you doing this to me? will i be denied christ tourniqute my
suicide?
X treme pain it now comsumes me now watch as i desintagrate
Y ou syill have all of me your still with me but ive been alone in solitude
all along!
Zzzzz is all yuo hear as i slowly die fade into my eteranl sleep, but this
everlasting nightmare lives on!!
 
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