In the deep depths of emotion,
Only one true feeling can be found.
One more passion towards another,
One more sadness,
One more frown.
It fulfills your soul with hate,
Despise, Dishonesty, Despair,
When you reach out your hand,
To find that no one's there.
But A shadow lurking in the darkness,
Whom you just cant seem to grasp.
You're in an endless nightmare,
You always finish last.
No one seems to hear you,
You feel diminished and weak.
Your insides fill with anger,
Someone who cares is all you seek.
But it musn't be this impossible,
Lies after lies you speak,
Ups and downs are constant,
You never reach your peak.
You feel as if your empty,
You feel insecure and foolish,
As of now and forever more,
You feel as if you're useless.
 
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