Forgive me mother
For I have sinned
And it has been
A life span of nights since my last confession
And in those hours
of primal passion
and indulgance in desire
I felt no guilt
held no regret
Rather than smile, accept and face you with pride
I took a deep breath
I told you a lie
Denial
And from the look in your eye
I knew
you
believed me
My submission to these seven years of silence
and this dying opertunity...
suffocation
My lungs welled with the repression
overflowing
with all these tears
I could have cried
now smearing the paint on my mask I wear
leaving me
bare
exposed
familiar
So now you see
And now you know
before I told you
And your devistating dissapointment
destroys me
drives me
into shame.
into this hole.
Confessional.
 
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