Malicious World

It's a blind world I'm walking through
Raining like street traffic in my head
When passion and trust are lost
Gone way too far and way too long
Now I'm backing down
Turning away from this lie
I can't mend the rules for you any longer

I wish I could fly
Wish I could walk between the rain
Couldn't say I've never lost, never loved, or never hurt
That would be a lie, and that's something I will not do
I don't want to turn into you

Don't want any part of this depression
Sick and tired, bring it on
I'm leaving this darkness, I'll be no ones pawn
I need to find a lightless corner
I'm giving up, I'm as good as gone
So I will be with no worry, no concern, don't care about being me, or
anyone else

I guess you could call it serene love turned rancid
I think as I look into the deadly flames to conceal my fate
To take the pain away

Advice
Don't love another unless you know that your love is undying
Stay away
It's safer that way

I'm not the only one
Who feels this way
They have tears scared in deep
As I have
And they know,
The truth does not exist
They hide the pain and show only smiles
As I have done

I know only one form of the truth
One truth

That I still love you

The thought of a world so cold
This cold
A merciless world I was born within

Never asked to be a part of this cruel unforgivingness
As it is a part of me
 
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