Do you know what it's like to fight for your breath?
Or how it feels to be one inch closer to death?
Everyday is another struggle for me,
It's almost like this was meant to be
Because with everything gone wrong,
It's been with me way to long.

Inside im screaming for the things i need.
and it kills me just to know
that i'm letting go..
Throwing my life down the drain
To put an end to all of my useless pain.

I'm fed up with my feelings being covered
With all my thoughts being smothered,
and i don't think i can handle anymore,
Because im to close to letting my tears pour,
Letting them stream straight to the floor.
But It seems I can't care,
and it seems I don't want these feelings to share..
But no matter how hard i try
I become sicker, making my insides cry..
So I've come to a point where im to weak,
To let every problem just fall out
and leak.

You have no idea what it's like to live your life a secret,
Or any idea how to look someone straight in the eyes,
and just make up a complete lie.
It's hard to carry on when it's been with you for so long,
i know my consequences to my actions..
but what i do still doesn't fit my perfect satisfaction.
 
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