I watch her as she begins to walk
Everyone listens to her talk
I hear the guys say shes fantastic
Blonde hair, blue eyes..stopping traffic

I fix my hair, stick out my chest
and walk, trying to look my best
I hear the yells and curses instead
And I just want to run to my bed
"Get outta the street" they say
I lower my head and run away

I run straight into my room
My mirror shows my doom
I stare at my arm, another line
I will just tell everyone Im fine

Crying, I walk out to my family
Theyre all talking cheerfully
Everyone watches me
They dont get who I want to be
They Stare at the trickling blood
I just zip up my black hood
And slowly walk away
Maybe It will all be okay

I get what I want on this new day
Everyone is moving out of my way
The cars are all slowing down
There wont be a smiling clown
And it's all just for me
And I am who i want to be

The police bikes show
that everyone should slow
And watch my car take me away
Away to the grave yard by the bay
Where they will bury me
Along with my memory
Never to be seen again
I will only miss Jen
Now no one can compare
To the beautiful pale, brown hair
Brown eyes.. stopping traffic
And everything is fantastic


 
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