Spinning-
Still standing, time standing still
Clear visions over powered by eratic thoughts
Back in time, re-living each moment- Internal pain, I know so well
Comfortably miserable
Repressed memories of every mistake
Each moment ashamed, unsure, head full of haze
Still standing, time stands still
Looking foward (not an option)
The future is irrelavant dissapointment, forseen
A past without closure- an open book of incomplete emotions alive in my
head, replaying out of order
Frustrated by any, every- sound- noise-question-comment-whispers..
Silence will help me scream without refrain, comfortably miserable
 
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