I've seen it all...
I've been through it to..
Everyone says I have it all..
A wonderful wealthy family..
But no one really knows..
No one knows the pain I've gone through...
The secrets i have that destroy me inside...
The pain I myself have put on me..
I carry a burden of guilt and sadness..
Everyone I trust leaves me..
Everything i love ends up hating me..
Why?
Why can't I be like everyone else?
Why can't I enjoy life without thinking it through..
Without hurting myself and the ones I love around me..
Why can't I just be me and not live up to an image that people have put
on me..
No one will ever know..
I will never let anyone know..
Alone is what I'm meant to be..
No one to love me..
No one to hold me when I'm scared and lonely..
No one..
Why?
Because I'm scared of what will happen at the end of it all...
I'm scared they'll know..
All along i was never me...

 
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