All the times that i have cried
everything is waisting inside
tears forming so rapidly down my eyes
demolishing my insides so that i become so weak
unable to stand and be strong stuttering as i speak
so insecure, nothing left but my heart
the one thing i had hope for all fell apart
Many times that i felt like it was the end
no one to pick me up so im helpless yet again
so as i say goodbye i never thought it be today
and im sorry if i ever caused pain to come your way
please forgive me as i never ment to harm you
i wish i never survived i wish to god i never was alive
so if god only heard my unspoken cries
my unforgettable attempts to die
please god just tell me why
you made a girl like me
instilled a good heart that never had the chance to grow
made a girl full of love that no one will ever get to know

 
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