If you look into my eyes
And all you see is pain
It’s because I feel my losses
Have outweighed what I gain

The turmoil that I deal with has put me in depression
I do not want your sympathy,
I do not want attention

I feel much emotion
Spinning through me all the while
I have no doubt that you all don't know
On my face there's a phony smile

You all express concern
But I think you are faking,
Especially when you tease me
Even though I know you're playing

I like to be alone sometimes,
Especially when my parents argue,
I'm really afraid my daddy will leave us
And that will be Daddy Mess-up number two

Sometimes I want to run away
To be separate from my mother,
I'll run somewhere far from here,
And hopefully never see my younger brother

All I really want
Is to feel I belong
To be with people who are like me,
To know I had love all along

I would certainly miss my best friend,
Cause she's been there through it all,
She tried to help me with my issues,
But I still want to fall

You see, I used to be so happy
And I used to always play around,
But that girl is gone now,
Her soul is buried in the ground

Now all my days are dreary,
I've smashed out the last rainbow,
And instead of sunny days,
Forever will the rain blow.

 
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