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The loneliness that burns inside,
Is the same thing that makes me run and hide.
Hidden from the morning dove,
Hidden from the late night love.
Watching the others hug and kiss,
Seeing the love I’ve always missed.
Then from nowhere he comes to me,
Sweet and lovely as could be.
I go with him along the beach,
And to the stars is where we reach.
I feel a blossom of sweet romance
In the night air as we dance.
The excitement and energy is so intense,
As I let down my sacred defense.
We lay together in comforting arms
As we dream away all our worries and harms.
He suddenly walks away to meet his friend,
At the bottom of the hill where the soft sand ends.
Silent words are passed between the two,
As I sit and wonder what I’m to do.
They laugh and point, and run away,
Never to see me another day,
I now return to my state of depression,
As I sit and wonder about my one night obsession.
I feel so deprived, so angered and used,
I don’t understand. I’m so confused.
Could this really be all there is to guys?
Just a free free night and then leave them to cry?
I’ve learned this lesson once and for all,
The only guy worth having won’t come at all.

 
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