I tremble for fear
and hope and joy;
I finally found
that one special boy

We kiss and touch
and explore our skin,
sure of what next
is to begin

Our lips lock
and tongues caress,
unaware that we
are creating a mess

He touches me
like no one before;
tasting this
and wanting more

we continue kissing and touching
for awhile
until he looks down at me
and smiles

I smile back at him
again
wanting to know him better
this man

I lean on him
and touch his face;
then he squeezes me
in that strong embrace

He wants to go to the
other room
and his words in my mind
linger and loom

"I can't" I say
"I’m a virgin yet"
(he) "Well that's one thing
you can soon forget"

Sure enough
when I needed a rescue,
in came my brother
and the rest of his crew

It all stopped
for a short while, I suppose
until his "Feelings"
once again arose

I went to the bathroom
and he followed me in
pushed me against the wall
and began to begin

He kissed and touched
me ever so hard
All soft feelings from before
were discard

No way out no strength
to win;
nothing to do but start
giving in

He wanted everything
from me and more;
that's when my cousin
broke down the door

"You're 21! She's only 15!"
"get out of there now!"
"We're going to leave"

And that was that
nothing more, nothing less;
one minor spill
made one major mess

I'll let you know
I enjoyed a bit of it
But imagine if my cousin
just didn't give a shit

I could have been raped
and it would have been my fault;
I led him on, instead
of bringing it to a halt

I'm okay now
and much more aware,
that men don't really like you
and they just don't care

When you gaze into a man's eyes
please don't forget,
that maybe this guy
just wants to get his dick wet

 
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