All this time I thought u knew but u don't
I thought I knew u but I don't
I thought something that wasn't true
I'm sorry that it turned out this way
I see it in ur eyes u will never know me
I'm sorry I'm not what u expected
I know that what has happen has happened for a reason
And what ever the reason it does not want me to know u
So I'll move on I said but I can't
I will forget but I don't
It's driving me mad
I feel like Im crazy stupid and stubborn
But no matter what I do
I can't get over you
I tried many times
But still nothing seems to change
And everyday I hurt more and more because of you
But u don't care do you
I ask u everyday
But still u never say
u never say what i feel
u never say what u feel
sometimes i feel like i am invisible
Or lost
without a purpose
Nor a reason
Nor do I show the Emotions I feel inside
Nor do u
U tease me
And i take it
U put me down and I believe it
What is wrong with me
Can u please tell me
But no you say nothing
I feel like i am stuck in a dream
With absolutely no ending
I hear one thing
U hear another
I ask u one thing
U ask another
I wonder do u see me
Do u notice me
Because u sure seem like u do
U hurt me
U say hi later
U tease me
U say sorry later
Stop confusing me
U try to make me jealous
And it works
But mostly It hurts
So just leave me alone
Leave me to fall into myself
Because deep down I know that
I am not the one
And this is not a dream
This is reality and I am falling
For u more and more everyday
So please just leave me here
Where i do not shed a tear
Because the closer u r
The more I hurt
In my heart
But like I said before
U don't care do u
I’m tired of asking
So please just tell me
If u care or not
But no u still say nothing
Leaving me there to die
I can feel an icy cold coming towards me
I scream your name
But all you do is turn and walk away
I can feel the coldness
Slowly taking my Happiness
My laughter
My joy
And my breath all away
Leaving me with nothing
But bitterness, depression, sorrow, hopelessness,
And worse alone
I watch as everything around me turns to nothing
As I am swallowed up by the bitter cold
With nothing to keep me warm
My heart becomes frozen
And me inside lost without a purpose
Confused and with no memory
All because you turned away
You didn’t hear what I had to say
Now I can never tell for
My heart has been locked and my emotions swept away
You will never know what I had to say
Because I have swept away………..





 
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