I lost my best friend, i ahve nothign to live for,
I don't want to be alive anymore.
She ment so much to me,
But how she hurt me she doesn't see.
She doesn't understand how i feel,
I don't know how to deal.
I don't know how to deal w/ this pain.
Im trying so hard to stay sane.
Everyone is on her side,
They don't know how much in her i confide.
Nobody could ever repplace her nomatter how hard they try,
W/o her i could just die.
We have so many memories together,
That i cold never forget, never.
I don't see why this one thing made such a big deal,
I don't even know how she feels.
Within time she might forgive me,
But untill them i right here, can't you see?
Untill this happend i was actually happy for once,
Now i won't be happy again for months.
This was the worst day of my life,
So many tears, so many excuses to uuse a knife...
 
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