My heart sank
As I waved good-bye
My mind was pulsing
Why someone else not I?

When I saw your face
For the first time
My eyes lit up
And heard a faint chime

My mind is racing
What to do?
I am sitting here thinking
Thinking of you

My heart is pounding
Yearning for you
My tears dry quickly
Like morning dew

I think of ways
To calm myself
And I look up at pills
Pills on the shelf

I take not one or two or three
I take the whole bottle
Now that should satisfy me

I no longer listen
To my screams and cries
No one will care
About the boy who dies

 
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