with you my whole world is at ease, with you im not afraid to be me,
my only fear lyes within you, someday i will wake up and you my love will
realize
you've wasted an entrie life time on a hopeless soul, you lay beside me
in
our bed, i see you reaching for something, im not sure what yet, we lay here
in a
comforting slience as so many nights before and to come, im not sure if i
should
say something, i need to say something, anything, but were do i begin? i
know
i havent made things easy for either of us theses past years, im so bitter,
but in
a way that has grone natural to me, sometimes when you think im asleep, i
glance
over at you looking at a picture, a picture of another women, someone i
havent
seen in years, ive seen this many times, i see the ache in your eyes and i
see
the twinkle that once was in mine, i wonder, do you still love that strange
in that
picture frame, do you love me?..or have you had to learn to deal with the
fact i'll
never be her again, am i tormenting you each day with such grief, im sorry
ive fallen,
so hard, it cant be real, ive tired, i reallt have but ill never be able to
be that women you once
held so tight in your arms, that women that set you free from everything you
ever knew,
things are so different now and i cant seem to figure out why, whats become
of her? a layer
of tears now overlays the truth, ill never be able to tell you everything i
want to, its not who i am
anymore, but i promise to try to make things easy for the both of us and the
future that lyes ahead
of us now, i listen to you breathing, i can har your heart beating, a tear
streams down my face,
god, what have i done? your the last person i would ever want to hurt, i
love you so much, i hope
you havent gien up, i move away from you, and i know that ive hurt you once
again, i dont even know
why, i want to be near you i want you to hold me so tight, like you did so
long ago, for in your arms is
the only place where i am sane, your hands, your beautiful hands are so
close, i gradully move closer and
closer, hopeing you'll do the same, i finally reach your hand, my
fingers interlock with yours, you turn over
with a confused look, we look into each others eyes, eyes of hurt,
happyness, fear, anger, i try so hard to
hold back, tears brust out and i cant help but confus how i feel, and of
course, you know what i need, you grab me
and hold me so tightly i cant barly breath, but for the first time in so
long im happy and im clam,i need you to know
how sorry i am and much you mean to me, i try to find the words i need, you
look at me in a way that is new to me
but in some strange way is comforting, that look said everything for the
both of us, you wip away my tears, kiss my nose,
then you stare at me for what seems like hours, i love you, words i had not
said in so long it hurts, you then start to cry and say
i know sweetheart, i love you too

 
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