I sit alone locked away inside my head surrounded by my thoughts
This place is dark and cold
I've become so accustomed to this numbness that I swear it's home

My limbs are lifeless
My face expressionless
But my mind is racing

I think of you, no matter how hard I try not to
You were the one thing in my life that made me feel...made me come alive
But now you are gone and I can feel nothing but pain and I find myself
constantly wishing for death

You have found someone else
I see you with her and know that could have been me
But the truth is you are gone and I am waiting and hoping for something that
will never happen

As I sit here locked inside my mind with this realization, I slowly fade
away

 
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