I do know how,
and I do know why,
why I was lying on the floor,
as I cried my last cry.

I had been through a lot,
with sadness my heart was stained,
I laid there alone,
just crying in pain

She was my good friend,
and I loved her very much,
and it hurt me to see her
with a knife in her clutch.

Sha laid on the floor,
with the blood by her side,
I tried to deny it,
but my best friend had died.

I dropped to my knees,
and fell to the floor.
To see her like this
made my heart sore.

I could see it now,
the knife across her wrists,
it hurting so bad,
she started to clench her fists.

The blood starting to drip,
onto the ground,
but it didn't matter,
no one was ever around.

She hated life,
and everything around her.
she felt no feelings,
and her world was a blur.

I knocked on the door, and
came right in when i heard no reply
I turned the corner,
and started to cry.

I saw my best friend,
lying there dead on the floor,
my heart became ice,
dead to the core.

I saw her lying there,
and I started to fumble,
her face white and cold, and
my whole world started to crumble.

I could not go on
without my best friend,
so i picked up her knife,
into heaven, i will ascend.

My crimson droplets
fell onto the wood,
and I questionedf my actions
for that second I stood.

As I laid next to her,
sprawled out on the ground
everything started to blur,
the whole world started to drown.

Eventually her parents came home,
and walked through the front door,
and came home to two dead girls,
and two puddles of blood on the floor.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: This poem is solemnly dedicated to one of my closest and
best friends Amanda Morris, or i_am_alone, she has always been there for me,
and I for her, and I would just like to say thank you sooooo much, and hang
in there, and I'm always here for you. I love You!!!
 
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