If only I’d known what I know now
If only I’d known the why or the how
If only I’d known that I should’ve said no
If only I’d known the way this was gonna go
If only I’d known what to say or what to do
If only I’d known that I was gonna lose you
If only I’d known back then, how much you loved me
If only I’d known this was how it was gonna be
If only I’d known how I would react when there was someone new
If only I’d known how much I would always love you
If only I’d known that I’d make you cry
If only I’d known what it felt like to want to die
If only I’d known how this would break my heart
If only I’d known that this would tear me apart
If only I’d known how much I really loved you
If only I’d known what my decision would do
If only I’d known which one to choose
If only I’d known what I was going to lose
If only I’d known the answer then
If only I’d known I’d be sitting here with this pen
If only I’d known how this would hurt
If only I’d known then, the lesson learnt
If only I’d known how much I still can't let you go
If only I’d known what I now know
 
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