Some days I just want to die
On those days I just want to fly
Up to heaven or down to hell
But all I can really do is yell
At God and Satan to just let me go
But all they keep saying is no
So all I do is sit here all alone
In my depressed and apathetic zone
With just me myself and a blade
Let it slide and let me fade
Into a world, where I can be free
Where I can walk and just be me
Where I can be accepted for who I am
And not live a life of those who are damned
Where my parents can understand
That I am who I am and that’s how I stand
I won’t change for them, or anyone at all
I’m proud of who I am and I stand tall
I hate that you hate everything about me
And hate that you always disagree
But you always will until the day that I’m gone
When I’ll be permanently withdrawn
So until that day, I don’t care what you think
And I’ll always be on the brink
Of taking that blade and slashing my throat
And perfectly write out my last note
So watch what you say to this little one
Because with that one wrong word, my life will be don
 
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