Of all the things ive seen in my life.
One thing really caught my eye.
It wasn't a object it was a guy.
I started liking him way back in September.
I know he hurt me badly that's all I can remember.

His friends teased me non stop.
My heart was torn and it dropped.
I wanted him out of my sight.
But the lonely feeling always came back at night.

For months we avoided and didn't speak.
I told my friends he was dumb and weak.
People spoke of my old love.
I ignored him like I ignored my favorite baseball glove.

Till one day in the spring.
I saw him running around outside.
I told myself stay away and I lied.
My friends didn't know but the feelings were there.
I didn't tell him because I knew he wouldn't care.

I tried being his friend but I knew he never forgave.
For the names the insults the hate I gave.
I don't know why but a promise he made me.
It made me happy oh as happy as can be.

He had a girlfriend.
He was in love with her.
I was weird its all a blur.

One day he seemed annoyed and mad.
He told me to go away.
If he hurt me he was glad.
I cried and said what a jerk
My feelings for him still lurked.

Once online I spoke to him.
I was happy not sad and grim.
I said I still loved him yes a lot.
But all he said was oh I forgot.

We spoke about the past.
I knew his promise wouldn't last.
But at least we are friends.
But i still say that all depends.

My hearts still his.
It will be forever.
I think that hell wake up
Start loving me that would be clever.

 
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