-The Hurt-

I can't believe this could happen to me,
The innocent girl some women she'd be.
Cheered for a bit but then qiuet,
I can't believe this could be it.
All the friends I'll leave behind,
The great times I can't rewind.
The boy I loved so deep inside,
I can't tell you how much I've cried.
The hurt I have I can only feel,
Please wake me up this can't be real.
Such a stupid desire to take a life,
Don't do it someday you'll make a great wife.
The life I'll take is my own,
Through the years been hit been thrown.
It will be hard for my friends to understand,
I just wanted him ther to hold my hand.
A knife or maybe a gun,
Either way this life is done.
No mom no dad could stop this girl,
Lost and confused in this hateful world.
Then slowely a drop, a tear,
A soundless cry no one could hear.
The hurt, the pain, the dark, the rain,
A heart pounding like a freight train.
No one will believe the pain that came,
And honestly no one is to blame.
This is it the choice I make,
The life I've lived I now will take.

-Lacy Turnbaugh-
writen September 18th 2003
 
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