I've come to realize that once we fall...
We will always crawl...
Theres no coming back...
It like we are under attack...
I wish someone still had my back...
Since that fight...
Nothings gone right...
I don't bleed the same...
I don't see the same...
And I can't even think about anything else but what I did wrong...
I still don't truly know but it still pushes me to a point where I come
unglued...
I miss all the nights when we had a blast...
I thought that they would always last...
But I guess thats still all in the past...
Even thought we have made up...
I still feel like we have grown apart...
We don't talk like we used to...
And I'm still feeling real down and blue...
It's still shocking...
What you two put me through...
I didn't think that you two would have that kind of effect on me...
But I guess I thought we were better friends than we really were...
I miss the times that were so precious to me...
That now don't mean anything at all to me...
And all I see and know is the color red...
And the blade and all the pain that i've been put through...
I can't believe you thought that I'd go through this without a
scratch...
Well I know that was all an act...
 
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