I cant stand it when we fight...
Just like that one night...
Nothings been right since then...
I really dont know where I've been...
Every since that day...
It's like I've just wandered away...
Never looking back...
Scared that I was still lacking that one tack...
So I've relied on that same source...
That give me such remorse...
So much pain...
But yea so relieved...
I feel so contained...
And yet so restrained...
I sit and stair...
Just stair out into thin air...
Thinking I could of made things right...
But then it went on for nights...
I still think about all the fun time we had...
That really made me sad...
I wonder if it would of been alright...
If we hadnt stayed that extra night...
I'm sitting here thinking about all that stupid stuff...
Like all those nights goin uptown...
We acted like such clowns...
And at the cherryblossom festivel we had each others backs...
Gah it's funny how things change and slide off track...
You say you felt the same way I do...
That you know what I'm going through...
It scares me sometimes that we are so much alike...
But their are so many thing that are different between us...
I know what we have all be through...
Dont forget I was there right along with you...
I had your back when you needed me...
Yea I know you have scares to prove what you went throught with me...
But it dosnt come close to what has been done to me why cant you see...?
That no matter how happy I appear...
That theres something behind my smille that wont dissapear...
 
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