I dont' know why I tried
I guess because I loved you
With all my heart
But did you love me too?
I lay awake at night
Wishing you were here with me
But as I turn on the light
I close my eyes
Thinking of other days and times in my life
But you are all I think of
I try to do other things
But everywhere I go I see something
Something that reminds me of you
My friends try to comfort me
But they can't the way you did
Can't you see that I am begging?
Begging for you to see
I am nothing without you
I don't think that you realize that you have the key
The only key to my heart
I tried to satisfy you in every way
I gave you everything I had
If I may say...
I gave you my time
You used it
I gave up my friends
And you were happy with it
I threw away everything with my family
And it satisfied you
I gave you everything I had
Everything
But I guess it wasn't enough for you
I don't know why
I gave you my heart
And you broke it with lie after lie
I thought you said we were going to work things out
And I believed you without a doubt
But one day
That one unforgettable day
You saw someone prettier than me
I guess thats how it works
Will you use her like you used me?
Did you ever love me?
Or did you want that one thing?
That one thing every guy wants from me
I hope you enjoyed it
Enjoyed it enough to realize
That I feel cheap and used
Because of your lies
I know that I'm no angel
But everyone told me not to go any further
But I had to do my own thing
I guess that's how you learn
Now I can look into the sky
And I can lay in bed now
And say good-bye
Good-bye to you and everything I had with you
I am moving on
I put a smile on my face
And walk into the world with my head held high
No more will I am ask myself "why"
Because I know that I'll make mistakes
But like everyone else...
We learn and grow from our mistakes
And I thankyou
For at one point in time
Giving me the time of my life
Good-bye and sweet dreams

J.L.M.
 
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