Can you see through me
See the graffiti all over me
Like paintings on a wall
I feel like a temple
And old one
But young and wise

The clouds seem to cry
Whenever my days dies out
The sun never shines anymore
My heart doesn't lust anymore
It feels like giving up

But I tell myself I'm stronger
I can pick up that rock
And throw it over
I can push the mountains
To another state
But would it just be another
One of my mistakes?

Press the letters in
This is what I wish I read
Whisper the words in
This is what I want said
Touch me like my dreams show
This is what I wanna feel...

One more day
Is all I ask for sometimes
But I'm always late
Never can make up
For my big mistake

Like notes in music
I play my heart for you
Like acting in a feature drama
I try to act happy
So I can show I'm ok
Being this way...

But if you really knew me
As well as I know you
You'd know all my truths
And I wouldn't have to lie
Because everything hurts
The memories return
When I see your face
I want to kiss it
When I look into your eyes
I realize the feelings have died
That I don't want to wake up
Out of this fantasy
Out of this dream
Its time I go
Back to reality...

Press the letters in
This is what I wish I read
Whisper the words in
This is what I want said
Touch me like my dreams show
This is what I wanna feel...


I tear my heart out
Splat it out onto my paper
In order to write what I feel
This is the way
I never cry

Why can't everything be right?
Why is everything wrong?
These questions will never be answered right
Because I'll never want to hear
What people have to say

Tonight I'll try to be strong
Act as if we never were
I'll talk about my new love
And hear about him
But silently and quietly
I'll be crying alone...

 
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