I never thought I'd see the day
When I cut my own skin open
To feel the pleasurable pain
Running out of my body.
Hesitation at first
But then realizing what I had to do.
I had too much stress
Too much depression
And through the cuts
I let it all out.
Surprisingly to me
I didn't feel as much pain as I did joy.
I was so happy to find a way to smile again.
And now I watch as the blood slowly pours from my arm,
In pleasurable pain.
 
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