I never knew how much guilt one person could have, for doing something so
easy. No words can explain how I felt that day. I just want to rewind time,
back to the time when you weren't mine. To that day we met..if I could, I
know I would never hurt you in any way. I definately regret that day. If I
knew things would have ended up like this, I would have started our
relationship with a sorry and ended with a kiss. I know I shouldn't have
done it, I know I shouldn't have lied, expecially when I said I never would
do those things. I went and screwed up our relationship, you were so perfect
for me. Everything just fell into place. Then that day came, no words can
explain. Everything was so wrong, I didn't know what to do. At first I
though I could just let it go, but the guilt inside me started to grow. I
never thought it would be me, the one who cheated, just to be pleased. I
know I kissed him, I know it was wrong. Please forgive me, for I was wrong.
I didn't know a simple kiss could mess it up this bad, i never knew how much
guilt one person could have.

***This poem is dedicated to Kevin. I went and kissed someone while we were
going out, and I tried to hide it for a couple hours. But it didn't work and
I told him, and everything went wrong. I didn't expect him to be like, "Oh,
it's okay." because that's not how it is. I know he forgave me later on, but
I still feel guilty for it. Kevin I'm still sorry for what I did and I don't
deserve to be your friend, but I'm glad I am. Thanks for forgiving me!***
 
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