I stand in front of the mirror night after night
fighting back the tears that are on the brink of spilling
looking for what everyone else sees in me
but only finding my monster

I try to find somethign not to hate
one small little thing to try to love
I try to find something.. thats almost human.. but i’ll i find is it
my little monster

Searching and searching.. crying and crying
Looking for that girl everyone talkes about
but only finding that monster
I cant see that girl that is pretty.. i cant see that girl who is skinny
All i see is a girl with a hideous face.. and a gigantic body

I wish i could break the mirror get away from it all
but it comes back to haunt me.. its everywhere i go
I cant get away from it.. it eats me inside
No matter what i do.. how much i scream or cry
no matter how many meals skipped.. or calories counted
It comes back.. its there behind me.. in my mind.. and soul
Slowly killing me minute by minute

Please help me...
Make my monster go away
 
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