I thought I should tell you
I now surrender
I give up on this game
this time forever.
I may be a woman
in the eyes of society
but there is only a fragile little girl
deep inside of me.
After two years
of hints and clues
of they way that I feel
about only you
I give up trying
give up on those years
but most of all I give up
on all those unwanted tears.
I just thought you should know
that when you are through
reading these words
I have given up on you, too.
You have broken my heart
one, two, three times
even after you insinuated
that soon you will be mine.
You made me believe
that my dream would come true
that haunting dream
about me and you.
But three months later
and you're all the more distant
no amount of praying
and no amount of wishing,
can change the fact
that you are doing nothing
to persue this love
so I can only do one thing.
Tell you goodbye
with these words I regret
but no matter what
they had to be said.
So, Goodbye, my love
goodbye forever
but before I go
just remember
this love I have
for you in my soul
is worth much more
than you will ever know...

I just wanted you to know....

 
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