I'm tired of it
Tired if everything
I let people be happy
Just so I can stay outta harm
If I fake these smiles
And push my feelings aside
They'll never know the differnce
It'll keep them from being pissed
And keep them from being hurt
I'm almost numb
So it doesn't matter
I'm so used to pushing the fewlings away
That it doesn't even matter anymore
I hope everyone else is happy
While I'm in this eternal pain
I'll know it forever
For it is carved into my arm
I may have cut over it
But its still there
It always will be
I''m so tired of being upset
I'm actually tired of pushing my feelings aside
I wanna let it all out
Let people know how I feel
But,it doesn't matter
No one cares
So,i just hide it all
Keep it in
Continuing to push my feelings aside
And putting on plastic smiles
And pouring my crimson regret
No one will notice the difference
No on will care.......

By:Gabby Hooper
 
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