Let me just start off by telling you a little about myself:
See...
I'm a prideful woman
Kind of a
Dont take no shit kinda girl
It was always...
If you wanna leave...go
I'm sure I can do more for myself than you could ever do for me
Always thought...
I aint got no need or a man if he aint some kinda rich
Yea, I must admit
I've often been called a bitch

But there was this man...
This mirror image of me
Never needed anyone in my life
But I needed this mn desprately
I needed to be seen, heard and felt by him
Loved, missed, and held by him
I mean I needed this man
Mind, body and soul
I needed to caress his spirit with mine
And mentally explore his insides
The only probem came
When I needed him...
To stay

He said:
"I have to go"
"It's just somthing I need to do"
And he said:
"I think this is te best thing for me"
"But more importanty...
Its the best thing for you!"

But I begged hi...
Wait a second
I begged?
Me?
So full of pride and self-esteem?
I...begged?
Thats just unheard of
But yet and still...
I begged

I pleaded with him...
I said:
"Dont do this to me baby"
"Baby please dont do this"
And I begged some more
"Baby dont go, I need you"
"Please dont leave me"

Pathetic right?
I know
But I dont regret it
And wouldnt take it back
'Cause there have been so many times that I've wanted to beg
But my pride always over-clouded my need
But not this time
So it felt so good for all to be set free

'Cause hey, I needed this man
And at that moment...
I needed him to know
I needed him to know that I saw no future without him
That he is where my happiness began
And where it would no doubt end
But most f all...
I needed him to know that I loved him

I've always been so careful with my heart
But now I placed it on my sleeve
And displayed it proudly

I said every word I felt
And I really felt every word I said

I dont know...
There's just something about this man
Something I need
Dont know what it is
Or where it came from
But I need it
And I will no longer deny it

I mean...
I love this man
More than life itself
More than Heaven and Earth combined
And I guess
I guess that's why I begged

Damn, I still cant beleive I actually begged

If that's not love
I dont know what is
 
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