Every Night
I put my head down on the pillow
I close my eyes
But I do not sleep
My minds awake with flowing thoughts
Of my past present and future
No one comes to mind but you
And I wonder why it’s you that’s haunting my thoughts
I close my eyes and I remember
Everything that once was
My emotions rise
My heart starts to pound
Tears form around my eyes
My body starts to feel weak
And I start to feel confused
I ask myself where’s my boo
Then it hits me you aren’t mine anymore
Your gone...your friendship is gone
I have nothing left but empty memories
But the pain is getting less and less
I get stronger day by day
The memories fade out
Your face leaves my thoughts
The tears get dry
But then I put my head down on the pillow
And I close my eyes but I do not sleep
And it starts again…everynight everytime…
By: Soloni Behl 10/15/04
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