Another Night With Out Sleep

I cried yet another night.


I closed my eyes and I took a deep breath. my bottom lip quivers as I think
of that day...what a horrible day it was.

I can still see my-self falling into darkness with tears running down my
face. I fall down to my knees and I pray and think of the past of which that
happened so early in my life.

I open my eyes, I’m somewhere else
I open my eyes, I’m not alone.
I open my eyes, and I see sadness, of that horrible day.

I’m in my room all alone in the corner crying my heart out, it seems like
I’m yelling out loud to god and I say oh god help me

HELP ME!!! I yell.

I cried yet another night

My lil brother ask’s When is mom commin home?
my dad and I say to my lil brother Mom is home

I ask god again oh god help me....HELP ME!!! I yell.

I cried yet another night

I close my eyes yet another time it seems like everything is going in slow
motion.

I see my dad in the kitchen staring out of the window up at the sky. It
seems like he’s been there forever.
I see my dad busting out crying!!

oh god help me..please please HELP ME!!!I yell louder.

I cried yet another night

10years later down the road July 28th 12:00p.m.

Walkes out-side...look up at the stars and I close my eyes one more time.
oh what can I do god... whispers into the wind... what can I do?...

There’s silence in the wind, the stares are still shining. It’s a full moon.



I open my eyes, and a warm feeling comes apon my face
I feel like new, an image comes up in my mind it seems like I'm seeing
into the future, I see my little brother and my dad and my-self all
together, smiling and having fun.



And, like a wisper in the wind...God say’s to me, I have.


To : Dad/and my mom who past away
( The 3amigos )
From : Poeticjohn04
 
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