Emotions that I cannot express
are circling in my head.
Tears that I cannot suppress
flow over my cheeks unwanted.

I want to face this calmly
with much grace and cool.
My blood trickles down my body
and at my feet forms a gentle pool.

It didn't have to be this way
but it was my one way ticket out.
My existance as you knew it
has come to a sudden doubt.

All the times I laughed,
all the times I cried,
all of the my memories
are all that will survive.

Never will I expirience so many things
like the amazing gift of true love.
But finally and now forever
I will feel the gentle peace as a dove.

Never again must I endore
all of the this hatred and pain.
I will forevermore
now in hevan reign.

Now I'm back where I started
this is where i was found.
Right here next to the fallen gun
lying on the ground.

I'm so sorry that it came to be this way,
but somehow i had to leave.
Mama, Daddy, I love you so,
for me please dare not grieve.

I died with sorrow.
I died with grace.
Every friendly smile you meet
will remind you of my face.

I am gone forever,
and never to return.
Thank you, sweet suicide,
for giving me a turn.
 
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