I throw myself onto my bed
And burrie my face in my pillow
Your hurtful words still resound in my head
The make me wanna jump out my window
But insteed of die
I lay here and cry
Knowing that I'd rather commit suiside
My heart is broken
Piece by piece
This life as I know it
Has begun to cese
Yet you know I love
More than a little bit
But you seem to not give a shit
And as i live in this fucked up hell
I'm dieing to take this gun
And pull the trigger welll
'Cause no matter how hard I try
I'm never good enough for you
And I don't get why
So as I cry, my millions of tears
I let no one know
That I have fears
I can't hold on much longer
And I'm not getting any stronger
I am your eternal slave
That you keeped locked in a cage
But when given the chance to run free
I deside to choose you over me
Because I'll love you to death
'Till my very last breath
So as I lay in my bed
Pillow over my head
I forget all my anger and threts
And quietly forgive you
With no regrets
 
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